Had total humiliation at Rosemary. Now weigh more then I started. Think she may well ask me to leave as not good for business.
My sister said I shouldn't go any more as my self esteem is through the floor and its counter productive. I am wondering if it's making me fat.
I should just be looking forward to my birthday and learning to love the way I am. Realistically I am not horrendously overweight.
Trouble is I am an emotional eater and in times of stress I feel compelled to stuff my face. Really need to see a physcologist I think. Did something awful today, which terrified me. i am under a lot of stress with family issues and I completely stuffed myself dinner time .
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