Tuesday, 25 January 2011

Still got those demons.

Its my first weigh in later with Rosemary. Hope It shows the effort I have put in.  Had bad day yesterday.  Sometimes gets to me at work, the uncertainty of whether were closing or not.  Especially when some old lady wants to volunteer to help run the library... Hang on a minute love I haven't been made redundant yet.  very scared about the future because I really don't want to start looking fro a job again and I have been very lucky and never been made redundant.  Thought there might have been a job at Matts place but he told me there definitely wouldn't be.  Don't know if that's just for me though!.

Despite all this I staid true to my diet and didn't head for the cream cakes.  Was so hard though.  Got Matts birthday present today. So excited.  Also got some new keep fit stuff as mine is on the snug side.  Did try them on first though nothing worse then camel toe haha.

I have a confession though.  I have brought an item of clothing.  A jumper dress in the sale .  Wasn't going to buy anything till New York so I am feeling disappointed with myself.  haven't quite controlled those Demons.  I think I have got an addictive personality though because I do get such a rush from spending money... Which when you look at my current employment prospects is not good.

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