Oh dear. I am very ashamed to say, like Humpty Dumpty I have well and truly fallen off the wall. I have not done any exercise and well just gorged and binged since last Friday. Truth be told don't know why I have done it. Feel sick and ashamed. Its defiantly all or nothing with me. I just think I have quite a flawed addicted personality. In my heart I know when I shoveled in the toffee I brought for Matts Valentines that I was punishing myself with food. Somebody made a remark to me that I was refusing chocolate and puddings they were just sitting back and waiting for me to fail. That really hurt that a close family member could say that. Is that what you all think?. Also the question is .. is that what I secretly think as well that I am doomed to fail?.
Really need to face this head on and not wait for the kings horses to put me together again. Got to do it myself. Now where is that Bostik?
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